Posted on Jun 19th, 2008
by
Carla
So,
I am in my studio yesterday, working away with the PMC with the radio on, and the NPR news tells me that Mr. Bush stands up telling Congress and the American people to let BIG OIL drill in our coastal waters and the Arctic preserve... Cause, like, we got no choice now, duh.
NOW he plays his hand, at last. Manipulate, terrorize, maim, murder, invade, and neglect till we twist on a wire, and say, GO AHEAD Take the oil in the Gulf and the Tundra. Tell us anything. We love it when you lie to us... Abuse me one more night and say you love me.
Damn, my blood was boiling.
Message to Congress, don't prove that your collective body is at the end what it was at the beginning of the Bush Error: a lard assed, lily-livered, fart headed, jelly spined weakling.
You signed off your (our the people's ) powers to the executive and allowed the immoral war.
Don't let them scare you into sucking more oil out of the earth to continue the madness.
Stand up to the mother fucker, and say NO. And go out and fund some alternatives, create a REAL ENERGY policy, thirty years late, but it is now or never.
Knuckle under now, and Kiss your arse goodbye.
OH, United States of the American continent, somebody has stepped on your anthill, and you are running in a blind frenzy. The one with the boot isn't blind or frenzied. It's calculating and cool and waiting for you to say Uncle.
Antlings of America, wake up and know that you are god!
To the gods and goddess of Gaia, let's show the way. That is why we came together here.
OK, I am ready to get back to the studio. That's were I change the world. Then I'll dig in the earth. I don't have monthly blood to feed her any more, but I can feed her my daily attention and gratitude.
Love,
DC
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Posted on Jun 20th, 2008
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Carla
After my rant yesterday, I need a hug.
Not a butt in the air, no touching below the waste hug.
Not a one armed we used to be lovers, but I'm dating someone else now hug.
Not a quickie hug.
Not a bear hug,
Not even a heart to heart hug.
I want a melting hug.
And I am going out to find one today.
Which means I have to dare to give somebody a melting hug today.
Giving a melting hug means I dare to be uncomfortable until I melt.
More, it means I dare to be with the other persons discomfort till he or she melts.
We're uncomfortable melting into another person's presence, body, even our lovers
and certainly not other people, definitely not fully clothed in public places.
I am getting out of my comfort zone today.
People, our comfort zone is killing us!
Dare to be uncomfortable for a few seconds.
Give and receive a melting hug.
Sometime, soon.
Today would be good.
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Posted on Jun 23rd, 2008
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Carla
Here's what happens when I quietly take my coffee naked in the garden, sitting on my rock (cold!) bench. Pouring rain when I awoke, misty juiciness now.
Bumble bees making whoopie with the raspberry blossoms over my right shoulder.
A lone chirpy cricket somewhere in the mud.
Birds thrumming their wings purposefully as they each claim their favorite place for bug catching.
Back and forth, again and again. Hungry nestlings!
Snatches of song, strictly business. . .
Cedar waxwings untie the sweat lodge. Seems late for nest building, but maybe they need repairs, enlargements.
Someone is watching me.
Look down the lane, I am transfixed, held in the gaze of a doe.
Her smooth brown haunch as solid as earth, her strong stem of a neck alert.
White flag tail casually twitches at a fly.
We gaze and gaze and gaze, until I feel her inside of me, tailbone to crown.
At that moment, she relaxes back into her browsing of raspberry canes on the ledge,
glancing at me occasionally.
She slowly walks to the east, through the raspberries, I see her glance up at me between chews. Then she presents her broad left flank to me as she crosses back west across the path.
My coffee cup is empty, my heart is full.
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Posted on Jun 24th, 2008
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Carla
Waiting for Gaia pages to load. Well you asked.
It is very frustrating and prevents me from participating more than I do.
I have a fast connection and fast computer. It's Gaia that sends me down the rabbit hole, on both my Mac and PC.
So I am waiting for Gaia to do whatever it takes to improve the functionality of this website.
I stay because I love and I am loved in return.
I'll play when I don't have to stand in line for my ticket or watch my token drop through the grate.
Sigh.
(2nd attempt... I'm waiting!) tap tap tapping my little toes
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