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A Farm Story

Posted on Feb 27th, 2009 by Carla : peace artist Carla
November 1, 2007, I returned to my ancestral home in Gibson County, Tennessee to bury my mother. On the way to the funeral, my son and I drove down Sanders Bluff Road, where I grew up on a cotton and pig farm. The road didn’t look too different from what I remembered.  A few new brick houses dotted the cow pastures and cotton fields. This was still small farm country, until we got to my farm.

Where the broad gravel driveway once gave access to a garage and a tractor shed, was a massive brick and iron gate. Winchester Estates the sign read. The farmhouse and the great barn built by my father, uncles, and grandfather had been bulldozed, and replaced by 30 brick ranch houses, stretching from the strawberry patch to my grandmother’s house on the hill, now owned by strangers. Where once cotton, corn, soybeans and winter wheat had grown in rotation, concrete driveways and above ground pools sprouted. The field was surrounded with a 10 foot high iron fence. What are these people afraid of? And who is Winchester? Only Sanders have lived here for 15 generations.

My family left the farm and moved to East Tennesssee in 1970, driven off by the upside down economics of agribusiness expense and farm policy applied to a small scale farm production. At that time my father could have sold the land to a developer, but he wouldn’t. He took an economic hit and sold it back into the family, where it stayed in farm production until 2004. That was the year he died. When Daddy was buried, the barn still stood. There were no gates or fences.

That land is gone now and shall never be reclaimed.

Now I live on nine acres of rock and woods in Maine. The land was once part of a large dairy farm and orchard--the Mervin Hobbs place. That farm is broken up into smaller orchards, house, and wood lots now, but it is still rural and spacious. I have the old house and spring. The owners before me kept sheep. I grow an organic garden, but I am not a farmer. My dream is to invite a farmer onto the land. As I read about permaculture, I understand how bony land like this can produce food in a way that integrates with nature’s patterns of soil, water, and woodlands.

Meanwhile, I grow my garden because I love it. I was born of the earth on that farm in Tennessee, and I must have my hands in dirt at least four months of the year.

But I count on the farmers of Maine to feed me. I love buying food that has been loved by the people growing and handling it.  I trust food when I know the grower, and I prefer buying directly from the grower when I can. The closer to the earth my diet becomes the better my health. I am blessed to live in a state that supports organic farming and hand grown food as much as it does. 

I am heartened to see so many young families selling their farm produce at the farmers markets. I am happy to spend my food money with these young farmers who are keeping land in cultivation and open space, while keeping farm skills flourishing. Across the nation, the diversified family farm is the vortex of food security, environmental and physical health, and the creative, sustainable economy.

On my drive to Tennessee to visit Mother in October 2007, I stopped at Sweet Providence Farm Market and Bakery in Floyd County, Virginia. I bought an organic free range chicken that the Houstons raised on their farm nearby. It had been killed that morning. Next day I roasted it for Mother. I didn’t know at the time, but it was the last meal I ever cooked for her. I am happy that it was likely the best chicken she had eaten since she was a girl on the farm, and she and her sisters caught and killed the chicken for her mama to cook for Sunday dinner.

(note: we did not have chickens on our farm, but that is another story. See “Chicken Snakes!”)
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Susan #1 : Balanced
about 1 hour later
Susan #1 said

Ahhhhhhhh…
I typed up a long response, hit a wrong key, and lost it all.
This is an amazing story.  I feel as if I were there with you… every step of the way. 
I loved this blog.
Hugs!
-Susan

jodi : community grassroots inspirer
about 1 hour later
jodi said

What a beautiful story. I got chills. I could picture it so well. Thank you for sharing this post with us.

maze : ordinary
about 1 hour later
maze said

we still have a lot of local here in Buffalo. & during the summer, one of our supermarkets sells locally grown fruits & vegetables. I enjoyed your story…I have a few chicken stories myself…but your story touched my heart.

Centria : Full Moon
about 1 hour later
Centria said

I enjoyed this very much, as well.  It begins to explain the edges perhaps of who you are and how the soil and earth and land got intermingled with your footsteps on this planet.  I am glad you were able to cook such a good last dinner for your mother, one that may have brought back precious memories. 

FastDart : Peaceful Arrow
about 1 hour later
FastDart said

Carla, thank you for sharing this beautiful story…
I could almost smell the soil and taste the chicken..
Quite a little time machine you have between your ears.

~lars

Carla : peace artist
about 2 hours later
Carla said

thanks everybody. I am writing this for submission elsewhere, and I am glad you got me to look again. I made a small edit that improves it.

Too bad this is a common story.

Eat local, hug a farmer and buy something from him or her.

Little Big O : Luminous Mischieviousness
about 2 hours later
Little Big O said

Beautiful way of telling your tale of relatedness and how the story of the land is our human story as well, its bones are our bones, its dreams our dreams, and the transition from variegated denizens feeding each other in agricultural cycles, to the fenced off lawns of houses built according to “code” for human living according to “code,” places where knees don’t get scuffed and life is “safe” for anything but loving, daring and imagination. 

helenrscp : Joy Within
about 2 hours later
helenrscp said

Wonderful images Carla…so uplifting and meaningful.  Thank you.

Zephyr : Poeticspirit
about 3 hours later
Zephyr said

Carla my condolences on the death of your mother, what a lovely memory of that last meal together. You are so wise to buy local, and maintain your links with the earth. I also garden organically and sustainably. Our local independent supermarket buys meat, fish, eggs, veg, yoghurt, honey and preserves from local farmers and suppliers, outside the shop are many banners with names and products and a picture proclaiming each of the local suppliers as local heroes.
We pass fields and orchards full of produce on the way to the shop.

Siona : Synchronicity Coordinator
about 13 hours later
Siona said

Oh, lovely Carla. This brought tears to my eyes. You have such a gift; please, please don’t ever stop writing.

Satya-Seer : Present - See me?
2 days later
Satya-Seer said

You are a real gem, my sister. I’m so glad that your land, through you, called me to walk upon its belly. Yours is a story of true relationship within the one great body.

Carla : peace artist
2 days later
Carla said

Helen, thank you for reading. Someday concrete will turn to soil.

Zephyr, thank you for sharing your local market and local heroes. I like that idea, and will offer it to my local food co-op.

Siona, thank you. I am touched that what I say effects people in a good way.

John, the land is eager for you to scratch her belly again, soon!

Maze, let’s have the chicken stories, OK?

Zennie : Earl of Essence
2 days later
Zennie said

Well now, that was a nice read Carla. I wondered where you were from in Tennessee. It is amazing how much Organic Farming Cooperatives and Farmer’s Markets we are seeing here in Middle Tennessee. The food is beautiful and tasty. I have bought some organic chickens. They are soooo good. Not only this, they are raised and cared for in a very humane way.

Now with the economy being what it is, I sense a greater opportunity for this kind of farming and permaculture to become the norm. The home and land I have designed in my head does not have a traditional yard. It is a permaculture design with the vegetation both beautiful and edible.

Thank you for sharing this Carla!
z

tara : samana
9 days later
tara said
grrreat story! where’s the next chapter? You have me seduced with your wisdom & beautiful imagery, Carla the Cantadora : )
jenni : hello
14 days later
jenni said
I really enjoyed reading that carla. that chicken sounds pretty yummy. It is sad to think of your farm land as it is now. I have never had a garden. other then flowers. I could start small right?
Hal : Poet , Author and Essayist
15 days later
Hal said

I just dropped by to say Hey to my Tennessee rock lover and found your story. It is a special event when Mother’s change focus and continue on their journey of awareness. I know you stilll sense and feel her and always will. There is always a physical void that lingers where Mom use to be and we try to fill it but never can, because she is doing what she has always done. Complete love in a new focus is hard for us to describe, so Mom’s there to show us the way and she does it the way she always has, with absolute love and commitment to us. You know, she smiling as I write this.


I’m sending you my Tennessee down-home energy with this note Carla, you’re in my thoughts.


Love,


Hal 

Carla : peace artist
15 days later
Carla said

Hi Jenni, Yes start small. Grow something. Flowers are wonderful.

Herbs are an easy next step. Then a patio tomato can grow nicely if there is enough sun. Thanks for reading.



Hal, Thank you for the down home Tennessee energy. My life has
completely changed with Mother’s death, in an appropriate, empowered
way, that goes with being the elder now. Yet I do miss her, it feels
strange. It has been so long since I picked up the phone to call her.



thank you.



DC

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